armistice

Today, my heart is heavy with emotion for a myriad of reasons. And i just cannot seem to settle my brain enough to write. blogging may not be for me. who reads this anyway though?

in oskar news, he was very sick last night. and he does this thing when he is puking tons (he has puked tons once before--last christmas) where he obsessively licks the carpet.....that is normally what wakes me up (oh yes---oskar never pukes unless I am asleep) last time i thought he was nuts and went down to see if he needed to be let out and found puddles and puddles of puke.

last night was the same. he was a very sick puppy. i tried to comfort him. he ate lots of grass and drank lots of water. i did the "is my dog sick enough to go to the emergency vet" test-- i gave him a treat. he gobbled it up--proving he was not sick enough to warrant a crisis. but he kinda moped and whined for another hour and then calmes down and went to bed.

it is much easier to take about oskar than my blackcloudburstrainbow emotions.

and all i can think about is the cather in the rye.