sick and alone

I was sick all day yesterday. Of the vomit and fever variety. I slept most of the day. Today I feel better physically, but worse mentally. I was just too drained to go to work. I slept most of the day today also. And I am still in bed. But now I am wide awake and soooo bored and I just hate living alone/ being alone. I am grumpy and terrible at being sick and can't walk the dog. And there is no one here to walk him or listen to me grump or get me more gatorade or find my socks.

i am generally a very, very independent person. I normally like to the the one taking care of me. But I think that if you cannot keep your food or fever down, someone should be required to love on you and take care of you.

I'd do it for someone. Even at the risk of getting sick. I am so grumpy and feeling unloved. BAH!

Everyone who really loves me lives in the DC area or is of the canine persuasion. BAH! Double BAH!