the state of the sapna

i know someday I am going to be a novelist. i can just feel it. i hope to get my start this summer.

i am very tired today. and snappish. children are irritating me with their childish ways. i feel the bags under my eyes. i am glad it is a weekend. i am sorry i have planned to be so social. i am hoping for some quality sleep sometime soon. i have not had any all week. i wake up more tired that i went to bed. nothing is troubling me and i am not sick or anything---i am just not getting into deep sleep for some reason.

well, i did sleep well last night, but i had such nightmares! i woke up wrestling my pillow. oskar sighed and moved. he thinks i am nuts. he also thinks i do not wok him enough. but to my credit, i could walk him 100 times a day and it would not be enough. i need to get him into video games or something.

i am doing terribly on my diabetic diet. i just had a twix bar. ooops.

this is sounding like things are going badly. they are not at all. things are very, very good. i am just soooo tired. and i am still at work---grading.....i am going to an improv show tonight. i am excited, but it will interfere with the sleep i NEED. sleep...sleeep....i am so glad it is a weekend even if i will not get to nap it away.

xoxoxo