tuesday mornings

why is the store called that? I mean, what is the relationship between tuesday morning and discounted junk? I love that store. I should go this weekend. I have never gone on a tuesday morning....maybe i need to to find out the magical answer.

anyway. it is tuesday morning and I am at work. I have a ton of stuff on my to do list-- i guess i should say a healthy amount of stuff, nothing too pressing. Ever since the meds, I have more time so I have been able to tackle my to do list effectively instead of praying for snow so I can go home and sleep. I am a bit drowsy this morning, but I did not sleep well last night. b/c i took a nap yesterday. I guess I am done with naps. I was not so tired I NEEDED a nap, I was just feeling comfy and warm and decided to enjoy some shut eye. I slept lightly for 1.5 hours, woke up super energetic and couldn't get back to sleep until 1 am. this never used to be a problem. but I guess "normal" people always told me they could never nap b/c it would mess up their sleep schedule. so i guess I have to give up the naps.

which is sad, b/c now I have more time to nap. Before I was napping even though I had a ton to do. And i also enjoy a good nap. Now I am finishing more stuff during the working hours and have more time as waking hours. I cleaned on a WORKDAY yesterday--the first time ever. I guess this is how i get to enjoy my weekends--- do my chores on the weekdays? this gives me a whole other weekend day! I used to eat up saturday doing the bare essentials---laundry, grocery, long dog walk to make up for neglecting him during the week, clean, visit the parents (also to make up for neglect) and general errand running. If I mow my grass tonight and vacuum tomorrow and grocery shop thursday (before going to This American Life LIVE) and get my grades done during the day on friday....well, saturday I just have to do gardening stuff and laundry (and let's be real----i have a washer and dryer--it is not like i am using a washboard and bucket....this is not really a chore) and maybe visit my parents with the dog (then no one gets neglected) and take them all on a long walk......ah! the possibilities!

i am sooooo excited to be awake. those of you who see me in real life know that I have been gushing about this. and in all honestly, i do not feel _amazing_. i just feel normal. i am not super motivated and energetic and happy, happy, happy. i am just glad to be awake. yay!