oops, i did it again.

I wasted saturday. and totally plan on being productive tomorrow. but this is okay b/c i had fun last night and recharged today with organizing and napping. and tonight, i am hanging out with 3 people i love (melissa, christine, and grantham) and maybe hanging out with a 4th I love (alana). I REFUSE to drink tonight, b/c i WILL be uber productive tomorrow night.

my spell check is okay with uber--kinda cool. 5 years ago, it was not. Cultural diffusion has reached spell check. I wish i know how to type umlauts. ack! spell check is okay with that too....maybe my spell check is broken. or german. mittwoch. krank. rghty. jortnious. ok-- spell check is broken.

Tomorrow, I will get up at 7 and take oskar on the best walk of his life---that right, i am going to let him chomp on cats!!!

ok, not really---but he would enjoy a cat-chomping walk a lot. I have 2 to do lists--one for home and one for school. Both are managable, sort of. My school one will take me more than a day---but I might be able to blow the top off the mountain a bit. My home one will have to wait. I am trying to set up a general agenda for myself. I wanted to reach the goal of doing no school-related stuff on the weekends, but that seems impossible. When I get home from work on the weekdays, i am too tired to think. So i think that I will devote that time to house work. i find house work relaxing, and it does not require brain power. so i will do the chores i try to do on saturday after 5 on weekdays. I will do my week's work of lesson planning and grading from noon-5 on sundays. I will relax and write and play with oskar and mess around on the internet and take long walks on saturday. i will go out/ be social on friday nights. i will go to church (ellwood's in the morning and sit outside and contemplate life) before noon on sundays. I will take a long bath and reflect in my journal on sunday nights. I will write my novel on saturday afternoons, post nap. I will love my life more than i ever have before.

I will lose the required 30 pounds (20 more to go!) (shit, i have lost 10 pounds---being totally stressed out at work has been good for something). I will not stay at work later that 5 each day and I will only bring work home on the weekends or if i cannot stay until 5. I will update my grades and boards every friday. I will stretch more and drink more water. i will not skimp on walking oskar. I will stop bad-mouthing myself. I will apply for a new job for next year.

i have momentum. but now i have to lose it b/c i cannot start on any of that stuff right now.

ok, i think i am going to read more psmith (my new favorite) until my friends get here and I am the DD for oktoberfest.