money

i feel terrible. i do not make very much money and i always think of ways to save money and spend less. Then i think of things i want to save up for. and really---it's all about me,me,me. Well, I just was reading cake wrecks for the first time in a long time and saw the charity countdown and felt like such a tool.

sure, i do not make much money, but i totally make enough to live on. I am not even really in debt....though i do dip into savings a bit. And if i sacrifice a little, i could totally donate AT LEAST a dollar a day to a good cause. I do not celebrate Christmas and since i did not work for a month, i had no money to get other people gifts...but last night, i was going to take myself out for a fancy dinner. During school breaks, i drop a bit of cash at the pub. I waste food and money baking and cooking too much.

It is about to be 2010. I should look into being a less self-centered person. I am good to my friends, but i need to be good to humanity.