perfect

i had such a blissful feeling this morning that made me love my mutt even more.

i was super groggy this morning. I mean to go to bed at 8 pm (no, really--i just need a massive sleep-a-thon to get my energy levels back up) but instead i had to spend the better part of the evening being frustrated by bankaccountinternetverizon. so i went to bed at like 10:45 and when the alarm when off at 6:15, i was just not ready to commit to being awake.

and this is fine, b/c i am not in trouble unless i get up after 6:45. Then morning things need to be cut. Yesterday, the dog wok got cut---so i took a shower last night so that this morning, i would definitely wok the dog.

but i kept hitting snooze. when i snoozed it at 6:43, i realized that i might have to cut the dog wok. i lifted off my pillow and wrenched my body left to reach the alarm ( i put it on the bookshelf as a method to inspire me to get up to turn it off--but really all i do is stretch so much it hurts my back)

When i tried to flop back down into my nest of pillows, Oskar was already there. He quietly had leapt into the warm spot my head used to be in. I fell on top of him and we cuddled for the nezt 19 minutes. oops! but it was the most comfortable i have EVER been. it was warm and comforting-smelling (yes, i am comforted by a good dog smell) I just felt so loved and needed. it was the best feeling.

so i skipped breakfast and brushing my hair and wokked the dog. See? I am not such a bad person after all. I realize that when running late, the dog wok should not _always_ be the first thing to go.

but i also realize that i need to get up on time.