sapdate

well-- i wrote a huge weekend sapdate on monday and i got kicked off and only the first paragraph had saved...but the purpose of my writing is to organize my thoughts, so it was not all for naught.

but here i go again with my ramblings:

I have noticed that my thighs are getting bigger. That is the only visible result of my running attempts. It kinda sucks. I mean, my jeans are getting snugger, noty looser. oh well. Today i will attmept to run 17 minutes---though i am really in a bad, worn-out sort of mood....so i might just take it easy and run tomorrow.

My weekend is stressing me out. I mean, all of the things I have to do are fun--but i am just really craving some down time. It does not seem like i will get any. I am about to tromp over to the library with my stack of planning and grading so that when the bell rings tomorrow, I will not have to think about school until 8 am on monday. We have 30 days of school left and I am beat.

I have been having visions of dating again--- i mean, i have never sworn off dating, but i have been very passive about it for the last few months. But if you want something done right (or to happen at all really) you have to do it yourself. I have been attracted to several people recently, but nothing has panned out. ooh well.

ok, the library is calling my name. LITERALLY!!!!! AAAHHH!!!