thursday

I miss ireland. I miss cville. i miss having an exciting life. I feel like I am on the verge of getting my exciting life back. let's hope this is true. the problem is, I want exciting without the issues that come with it. maybe i should settle for boring sanity??? ugh!

It is almost 4 am. I should go to bed. oskar is sighing at me--but, when is he not?

I have a massage scheduled at 1 pm. I hope it will cure my back issues. I did not clean today and I badly need to.

tomorrow's plan:
1) tea and short bread cookies for breakfast...mmmm....
2) to parents' house to pick up missing cell phone (hopefully it is there)
3) drop off stuff as SPCA--ask parents if booboo's stuff can go.
4) look at kitties and cry a little but know that none are as roughandtumble as snoobity was and i do not like catlike cats.
5) pull into massage place at 12:45 (sometime before this, I need to consume a small snack so my tummy does not grumble while I am otherwise blissful)
6) massage from 1-2:30
7) coffee and writing at ellwoods--contemplate life and sapnahood. maybe write a short story.
8) kuba kuba for dessert and coffee
9) stay up late cleaning b/c i did not do that today

all i need to throw in there is 2 dog walks, drinking lots of water, trying to book savannah stuff, and dinner.

It is day one of new meds--so hopefully no nap is needed, but who am i kidding?

ok, my back is paining me. time for bed. --sapna--